(morning) The focus of the dream, I'm in the school campus, I'm looking down on the ground and I see this tall, skinny, entity.. And on my head, I'm thinking " I was just reading this stuffs, E.T. online even before I fall asleep, and those people commenting they've encountered these guyz too.. so they're really true and now here they are coming!!"
And then the students got ready, for preparation of "their" coming to our campus. There are soldiers too that arrived. Students are on the move, but I didn't view them as panic, or scared, I didn't sense terror on this dream..
Some started walking around the campus that lead to dimmy, quite parts of the area.. and some are also hiding. Guys are fighting with the aliens, and the soldiers too. And I didn't even know how did I got a gun and blasting off aliens that I see coming. And I feel brave enough on this part in doing so.
Then, some of my closest friends are also there.. The dimmy, sad, quite area are starting to be filled with students and most, or all are looking at the direction where aliens are coming from. And I was standing along with the crowd, felt a gaze behind me and as looked back I saw "this" girl looking at me, tall for her age, with her pretty hair not that dark at all. . kinda like, light.. I feel shy so I docked down low where my neighbor is and I told him that I'm gonna hide there for the meantime and for him to be quite.............................
(afternoon) during my nap ^.^'
Still, location is at school.. but this one is different coz this is a big building, kinda like in a city. Building color, white with open windows.
What's vivid here is that, a friend or classmate and I has teamed up on catching this other schoolmate, which in some point has his/her own abilities and we can't catch him/her! We even chase him/her on the ground but he/she always scape. We looked up to where our classroom or the faculty is and someone with authority, (administrator, principal, or one of the instructors) is looking down on the ground. His wearing a white clothing, with his gaze from above, reflects authority, you know that kind of look that you may not want to do something stupid?! That's that look.. like his observing his students from there. So this company of mine and I quit chasing that other "one" for a while.
Also there's this hills, with trees, and this new.. (kinda like newly discovered motor) that someone could ride on up above the hills along the trees in a speed of seconds. And I'm visualizing what it would be like, if I'm going to ride that motor to go up there on the hills?! Maybe to use it to scape the ground or where I'm at right now.. to be away from everything.
Also, the students we're on the ground, kinda like a lining up or we're just gathering there, and Leah handed me two handy made cards.. The first one I opened says "Happy 24th monthsary" and I thought it refers to ky-chan and me ^-^' The second one,....... I can hardly remember.. I know it when I woke up, and it slipped away from my memory >.<
Seems like I am lost, and I'm with a young friend, a girl maybe about not older than 10 years old. And we we're walking together doesn't know the way we're heading and I said to her, " How did we got in here?" when I realized we got into a market. We decided to peek on the aisles and saw tables for vending, few people, and not much things for sale, kinda sad area, and there's this one man walking on one aisle wearing white shirt. We decided to walked back we're we got in to the market. The young girl I'm with says she needs to use the restroom, she peek in and I got a feeling she needs to pay for using it as it is what it's always like in Philippine public restrooms. There's a woman who had just used it and she paid to the lady nearby.. so I had sense it that the lady guarding the store nearby is also the one who should accepts payments before anyone can use the restroom. The lady looks snubbish. I check my 1, 5, and 10 coins and gave my young friend, I think 5 or 10 cents to give to the lady.
I am in the mall, in a store with my mom and a friend of hers. we're soon heading out, and I was holding onto this eyeglass of my mom as walk and my there's a heaviness or kinda like a weight pulling the eyeglass in, kinda like a string is attach to it from the store we went into and I'm fighting for my every pace as it becomes harder to walk for me as we go far enough closer to the exit door.
I am in a crowded waiting area and in my dream it seems like it is in the Philippines. There's a lot of Filipinos in the waiting area waiting for the next plane flight and most of the people in there are just about to go home from their jobs, or just about to go to. I walk alongside the light gray waiting area where people and saw ky-chan sitting. I didn't expected to see him there.. and he didn't noticed me at all so I continued waiting and I stand for few minutes in the curb to see if the next plane is on its way. The next plane would come in any minute and some people who's sitting has been standing and popping their heads to check if the plane is on its way, but on this part, its more like I am imagining or expecting a train soon to arrive.
The plane/train is coming and people started to stand up and scrambled around heading on the curb. I was with someone, friend/friends maybe that had pointed me that my bestfriends work office is just the one on the right side of the curb, and I was thinking......." So that's where she works. Maybe I should drop by and surprised here that I was here now! She'd probably busy again just like she always tells me when were on Skype! But it's about time to go home now for her and maybe we should go home together.."
I am walking up to a mountainous area, with green trees along the way as I pass by. It is peaceful, and I would even glance at the left side view and admire the nearby scene: mountains with trees (of course) and some rocks as I walk by. Someone's with me, walking ahead of me, some people I don't know in real life. Looks like were meeting some people on where were heading.
And when we've reached the area, we've passed a tree (on the left side) of the pathway. This tree, is kinda bent along the way, still young, a branch would be touch by passers by, as the man ahead of me cleared a small branch out of his way. As I passed by that tree, it feels silent, sad, somehow..... hurt.
There's a house on that area, people are in there too, chit chatting, and some are watching us as we get closer to them. This someone that we're with then speak to the people in there, asking for specific someone that we're looking for. And someone from the crowd answered positively.
NEXT DREAM PART:
I am in the school, it is noon time, seems like there's no class at all since the students are scattered on the campus area, and I can see students chit chatting in front of their classrooms. Then I remember I gotta go to the clinic for to volunteer. My closest friends are telling me not to and just stay with them. (Gerlie, Lilibeth and............. Rona (?)) I wanted to stay with them too, but I said I gotta go. It is a nice day, I still can see students happily chatting in white uniforms as I walk by heading to the lab. When I got there, it looks like a classroom, and there's a lot of people sitting on the waiting area and they looked at me as I approach. I went in and took a peek at the next room (which appears to be the lab.) ans there's also people in there and looks like its a busy day. There's a girl in there and she told me to help around and do a "draw." I walked around looking at the patients but didn't followed her.
THEN, I' with my closest friends, we're happily chit chatting, and we can see this beautiful view of the mountainous area. I really like the view a lot! and I even decided to take photos with it. Looking at the view is uplifting and soothing, green rounded shrubs growing, almost at the top of the mountain, with few rocks and it's so close to us.. as if we can reach it.
Few more time and it's getting dark. So we decided to go home. As we walk going downhill, an animal I or we haven't seen before quickly cross our path. Gerlie and I exchanged words on what it could be... it is color brown though. And we both agreed to go and look for it. And soon a white big rabbit showed up too and run away. We decided then to go home and we waited and waited for a ride on the side of the road.
We're living on a farm, with few neighbors. More of like in S_6!n6an. I'm running (more of like playing) with a playmate, one of the neighbors kid from the rice field into our hut. (It's a boy btw.) There are trees and the setting or the place is peaceful and happy. I'm running upstairs it looks like someone told us not to play on the rice field area because there's possibilities that demons might be in there (or it is just my thought that there could be in there.)
Then I'm being chase by a demon in the form of a big dog, more of like in the form of wolf. I'm running away from that one demon and someone yelled at me to run toward that certain someone because that someone could help me. ( The one who yelled at me mentioned the name of the person but I can't remember it.) But in this dream I know the person in the neighborhood. An old lady who is known as a quack doctor and knows this kind of things, which in some way already had stopped (or kinda retired) on doing this kind of thing she used to do related to this "things."
I run fast toward that house, and she was there. I said I needed help because I'm being chase by a demon, she looked and listened to me, though she had stopped doing or dealing with this "things" she still decided to help me. She told me something to do, or stay in her place 'coz in some way that demon that's chasing me won't be able to attack me because I'm with her or I'm in her place. It is a small nipa hut, along with other neighboring huts, and they all knew what was going on. I feel safe in there. My brain doesn't even entertain the thought of being scared even while I was running. All I care about was to get away, just to get away from it though I know it can find me.
Then it happened, while I was in her small hut, I got the feeling that in any moment "it" is coming. And someone from the neighboring huts yelled that the demon dog is already outside the hut. I saw it too on the window and it is lying on its four feet on the ground, facing the hut I'm in, just arrived from the long run finding me, and here it is now, it didn't give up on finding me. And when I looked at it, it's kinda telling me or gave me the thoughts of "See? you can't hide! I had found you!" And it is just there outside waiting for me to get out of the hut to probably attack me or for me to surrender to it.
The old lady (the quack doctor) had told me something. She's just there too inside the hut preparing something for protection or maybe against the demon.
The next part?
More demon dogs are now gathered in front of me, about 3 or 4 of them. I'm standing in a bamboo bed (papag in Tagalog) BUT the papag wasn't meant for a bed since it is outside, in an open ground where some neighbors are in there witnessing what was happening at the moment. I was standing there and the demon dogs are looking up at me (it wasn't that high though) just waiting for any wrong move, or waiting for me to get down on the ground to attack me. I even recited some spells that I thought would work against them. I even remember I somehow recited "Jesuah... Jesu.. Je.. Jesuah.." something like that which pertains to Jesus name. I even recited the "Pater Noster." (Our Father in Latin.) But it didn't work. And I thought "If only I can remember that spell for this kind of situation, that spell for aggressive monsters or animals. And there's this one kid that I had asked to secretly bring me my spell book. And I told him (the kid) that the spell book is the small one about "this" size and had a pikachu in front cover.
The old quack doctor told me that my lucky color is green. And it gives the idea that it could only be the one to bet this demons. But then someone had just handed me a yellow towel and I wrap myself with it while the demon dogs are walking back and forth. They can't even jump on me or attack me in any way because I'm standing in there wrap in yellow towel.
Weird thing is..... the demon dogs are also in colors now! All I can clearly remember is the one in yellow, I think the other one is color orange. And I'm thinking................... "If green is my lucky color.. and it could be the only way I can bet this demons, why is it that this people gave me a yellow towel to use to wrap around me? Why don't just give me a green towel instead?! Where is she?" (thinking about the old quack doctor lady.)
NOTES: May 26 and 27, 2010. Lots of mix feelings....... worried, nervous, problems. And I've thinking about things that's suppose to happen "soon" that I don't know how to deal with. Scared. Afraid of what might happen. Lots of thoughts going on in my head.. and I couldn't stop thinking of the "unknown." Then the following day May 27, what I was scared and thinking on how to deal with wasn't going to happen. BUT a new one to think about, a new situation or weakness I don't know or scared to deal with. And I was thinking again about this "what if" or "did I did it right?" worried. scared. butterflies. thoughts. scary things ahead that some part of my brain or most of it, doesn't want to deal with. Wishing that "if" only I have the courage.
Also, had started watching anime movie (BUT didn't finish it) "Princess Mononoke" where this young boy was running, bravely chasing this demon away from his village.
I'm in a class, with ma'am Mabunga as the instructor, more of like it's a high school setting. She's discussing something about preparing on going somewhere like a trip by foot and what to bring and such but I really wasn't paying attention since I was hooked up on the computer with FB. ^-^I know she knew I wasn't paying much attention on what she's saying but it doesn't bother her though she glances on my direction sometimes and my classmates too.
Then a classmate and friend of mine got my attention from the computer by saying " Come on, time for our class to go outside and start the trip," and I think it was either Rona, Lilibeth, or Gerlie (but more of like Rona or Lilibeth.) >.< And when I glanced at my back, I saw my classmates heading at the door so hurriedly got up and she also had pointed out that I wasn't ready for this since I didn't even got things that I need with me like clothes, towel, and such for the trip. I'm feeling unprepared, conscious, and worried as I imagine myself on a situation different from the rest of them as they have prepared for this one while I'm not. And somehow I have regrets too, thinking "why haven't I did something to prepare?" "how could I be like this and how did I let it happen since it's not ME!"
We had started walking outside with ma'am ahead and some of my classmates, glancing back on us that was behind them. I'm walking with my closest friends and I had noticed when I went outside that classroom, and I glance back, the room feels quite, timid and I noticed green grasses besides the pathway, their narrow slender leaves bended toward the soil as they're still wet from the rain. The sky is somehow gray (or some clouds) and the river ahead of us is muddy from the rain with its water running aggressively against the bumpy parts of the river, (maybe against a stone or something.)
We have passed the river ( I just don't know how, or if we had crossed a bridge or anything) but we got across the other end. Then I had become more worried and been thinking more about myself as ma'am had told me that I should have a towel with me as we have to dry ourselves on where we're heading! So I've been thinking "how I could I not bring those things I need? If "only I could come back.. if only I could, I would correct it so I wouldn't be on this situation right now."
Then I had learned that 1 group from my classmates had come back to our classroom to get some things with them. And I thought I still can go back too.. (and ma'am is talking to them, telling them something, kinda related on going back to the room.) Then they went back to the room, and another group also went back, and I was about to go back too, BUT someone said that the last group who went back should be back first before I, along with the others can have our turn to go back and get some stuffs that we want to and we need to get.
Now our turn, and this time we have to cross the river, and I am barefooted, trying how deep is the muddy water from the river. It looks like a storm had just passed or something according to the surrounding area, also there's grasses that lines the river. The water is still shallow so we tried to cross it to go back to our room. And what I can remember clearly on this dream is, us walking into rice paddies and we had passed 3 different breeds of dogs on our way and this one nipa hut as we passed the first dog who barked on us.
And so there I was, back in the classroom, and when we walk inside the room, we all had scattered into different ways and there's many rooms now inside the classroom (now seems like an empty home with no appliances at all.) I noticed the lightly brown smooth woods that makes the walls as I look for my room. I found it and I went straight into the closet to get stuffs that I needed with me. And I hurriedly browse, pick and drop clothes I thought " Oh yeah, I already had transferred some or most of my clothes to "that" new place." So I've just choose whatever I can from what is available on the remaining ones and put items in my back pack. BUT I can't find a towel. >.< And I know time's running as we have to go back to the site where the others are.
I also had a thought of that street where our family had used to live before in L.L. and my brother driving his car and that if I he could only give me a ride it would be much easier and faster for me to get back on the site so I don't have to worry about the time.
Back "then" most of my dreams are scary, horrible ones with giants, monsters, zombies, vampires and even dead people. I always have this white lady dream that is always following me in Zambales. I thought I would just jot it down.....
As I said, in this repetitive dream, this "white lady" is always following me around in Zambales, where I was born. It scares me and I would walk around, run, and hide from her BUT she keeps on following me. She doesn't do anything scary at all or hurt me in any way though, but she really keeps on following me around inside my grandmother's home.
It keeps that way.. a repetitive dream. I thought it was my way of my grandmother who had passed away of telling me to "come and visit" the province. But it appears to be more than that. Few months later or I guessed for almost a year, then I learned that, that repetitive dream of the white lady that keeps following me is a warning.. she's warning me. And I also had learned of what is she warning me about. Thank you white lady for the warning! ^-^ But sorry too I didn't got the message early. >.<
Since after that, my white lady had stopped visiting me in my dreams.
I can't remember the dream date of this dream BUT, I thought I will still jot it down here in my "dream blog" since until now, I can still remember the details of this dream, one of those that's still stuck in my head.
It is a typical Filipino home, made of bamboo and Cogon grass (kugon) and we're in the Philippines. My dad was doing something and is sitting in the stairs made of bamboo while I was few feet ahead of him and I'm staring at the piglets hanging (dead of course, kinda ready for the market.) I was staring at those because I noticed that one of those are blinking, sign that it is still alive. I told my dad that this one looks like alive but he doesn't believe me. I looked back at this piglet and it blinked again. So I know it is really alive but seems that it doesn't want my dad to know. And this time, they physically look like piglets but in my head they are elves/gnomes. And the other started to show me, that they are still alive too.
When my dad wasn't looking, or went outside, I somehow decided and had managed to free this one elf. (Not sure if I had freed all of them.)
Next dream part:
I am with friends which is also my classmates back in elementary and high school. I remember Sonia's there along with the others.It looks like a vacant lot and there's this one tree. I'm showing them how to float or levitate off the ground. At first they doesn't believe that it is possible or that I can float. I showed them how I can do it. I raised both of my hands on my sides, up and down, and I push my feet of the ground, did it repeatedly until I'm few inches off the ground. They saw it, it is possible and I can. I wanted to teach them that's why I showed it to them and they're trying. When one or some of them did it, I smiled, feeling that I had proved that it is possible. Few people had also passed by but they didn't bother at all about us.
Then, when my friends are learning and trying levitating, I walked into that nearby tree, that tree that somehow slanted to the left, still alive, peaceful but it feels as if empty and silent. I walked into it, easily levitated, reached its trunk and sat there up on that tree trunk. Lovely is there and somehow wants to try it too. And while I am sitting there, a scared woman pulling his son's arm got my attention by saying "Saan ang daan papunta sa.......?" ("Where is the way going to.........?".) She looks nervous and in a hurry, and I'm thinking "an escaping elf with a son," and I remember those hanging piglets that are elves back home which my dad is responsible about. She said the name of that place she's looking for but I can't remember it. But when I heard that place, I pointed her to go straight ahead, I also know it is a mystical place or a place for gnomes or elves........
